well, empty. haha.
more about that later.

first of all.Celine's birthday surprised. char and i got to the school ealier so that we could wait for everyone to come and deco the place a bit.
cos it was a potluck party so we decided that since neither of us and cook (with neither of us i just mean myself, char probably had no time) we decided to order pizzas and split the cost. but DANG Fabian beat us to it. so when mervyn came, i went to buy some food with him. i wanted to buy timtams after watching communitychannel on youtube. but we couldn't find any.

mervyn cut his hair. it's shorter now at the back. i think it's nice. but he keeps complaining that it's to short.

YingHao brought a lot of spaghetti which he "half cooked". not they weren't raw. it just means that he was in charge of the stirring and waiting them them to be done in the cooking process. yesh anyways, he cooked too much and we were left with a load of noodles. fabian also ordered too many pizzas and we practically had one whole large pizza left. plus all the subway cookies that char's parents bought.

so being the nice person that i am. i decded to bring them to MOS to Li they all so that they have something to eat cos they were working as ushers for the liberation party.

i'm sorry to say this but the party(liberation) was rather poorly planned. the date was quite terrible. sandwiched between millions of other parties and on a sunday. there are ppl working and going to school. now who would come?

but what the heck, i went. cos it was free. hahaha. and the bouncers tried to take out pizza. cos they said it wasn' allowed and they could only allow it after they test whether it was poisoned. =.= but they were nice enough to let go eventually

the place was like filled with 16 year old boys... and a minority of girls. have i ever mentioned how gross it is to see young girls grind and think it's sexy? if you want it to look sexy. look like jessica alba or angelina jolie first. and then you can bring on the lesbish actions. not when u look like a cross between hello kitty and something that has long black hair. oh okay. sadako.

you know. at some point. there really is no denying. i'm a freaking guy.
everyone i knew yestrday were guys. cos apparently all the girls decided that they had better things to do with their time at the last min.

well the party wasn't terrible. i met a couple of people from the HCJC bball team. and some other bball team i'm very confused. SA? TJ? CJ? some very nice guys. erm... rongkang's friend. marcus or something? and his team. and the first thing he asked me was whether i am korean or something? wth. char'll probably be gleeful when she sees this and tell me "i told you so" with her "i-told-you-so-expression"

and then, what's with bballers? why do they have to go clubbing together? and they're like ultra shy lol. so you see like a human wall/tower at the middle of a dance floor with all guys. haha and dancing like among them was a first hand experience of how rapunzel must have felt when the witch locked her up. jk

yeah watched a bit of the match btw chelsea and Man U too. cos Li was settling his pay thing and i didn't wanna sit in MOS alone. there were these ang moh who kept looking which made me feel danm uncomfortable. so i went to the nearby bar where the HC bballers were watching the match.

anyways i came back after that and i saw WEISHENG haha. ok i'm not ultra shocked. but yeah. danced with him for like 2 min and Li said we had to go. cos i was going to his place to crash with guanho and hong ren. at his house we realised that his brother also brought his friends back to watch the match. so we had to sleep in this other room on a double bed. it wasn't that bad. Hong ren fell asleep real soon. Li and Guanho wanted to watch some jap drama sob story with a chio bu in it. they are so infatuated with the lead actress cos well yeah she's super cute. and her role is enough to make two guys cry. then again maybe it's cos they're so sentimental. after watching the drama, they wanted to talk. wth TALK. yeah and basically this is roughly how it went. (often simultaneosly)

Li: Erikaaaaaaa....
GH: Erika is mine. you know what's her new job is gonna be? she'll guard my heart. and you know what her pay will be? my warm hugs...
Li: go n die... but seriously... i don't think i should get a girlfriend, i'm planning to study overseas.
GH:japan so you can be with Erika right?
Li: but seriously... maybe japan.
GH: Go n look for Erika
Li: Eriiiikaaaaaaaaaaa....she's my life time goal.
GH: she can't be yours, she's already mine.
Li: wah that show is enough to make me cry... FEEL MY TEARS ZHANG! (rubs tears on my arm)
Me: nooo yuuuck....go away! stop pulling the blanket.
GH: Wah LI! your hairy leg. stop touching my leg. i cannot sleep.
Li: Erikaaaaaa....
*someone smses GH*
Li & Me: who issit? shoooow us...
GH: no. where's my privacy...
Li & Me: what privacy? good things are meant to be shared.
*gropes for phone in the dark.. and GH eventually shows us the msg*
GH:how to reply?
Li: Dao her a bit. send short short msg
Me: what?


yeah well... that's more or less how it went. Li mom popped in, in the morning to wake him. i was in semi sleep state. i think she must have gotten a shock when she saw me. then again with Li's family. i'm never too sure. isn't it great wehn you ave a friend who lives in town? haha

i guess i'm kidna grumpy at night.

well i'm blaming it on coming home so late and then not having done any hmwk.
plus there's still the website.
and the people talking to me asking this and that.
and this and that
and this
and that

it's driving me nuts.

i want a bloody break.
which i can't get cos the open day is coming up
and then there's the dance.
and the fact i haven't had ANY tuition at all.

oh did i mentione HOMEWORK?
i did?
well i'm mentioning it again.
i feel bitter at night.

cos i'm tired from the 1 hour of travelling at this time of the night.
and then starving myself during the day cos mom wants me to eat at home.
or the fact that i don't have money to eat anyways.
i want some time of my own.
but there's too much these and thats.

and then the smallest things seem to annoy me.
which is completely unreasonable on my part.
but still.

Uncomfortable Survey
wat a bunch of crap.

lets see if you can get through it. if
not,
you're too
scared about your past)
who is this bored, sad person who came up with it? ok i admit i'm bored and sad for doing this

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have
told YOU that THEY love you?
one. but if you're talking bout people that i barely know and who seems to think that "love" = "i can't believe i'm finally talking to a girl" then quite a few.

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry that person?
yes if it is johnny depp, takeshi or wonbin that you're talking about. cos in my mind. we're already married. all 4 of us.

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
girlfriend as in gal pal. yes. lesbian gf then no. boyfriend also no. not yet. i don't think that he'll cry.

-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
i'm happy being with my boyfriend. but being single does make me feel more free i guess. less restricted maybe. i think it's just my mentality. cos my awesome boyfriend is NOT being a possessive loser or anything

-Have you ever been cheated on?
yes *sniff* he kissed guys. not guy. but guys. i feel so used. *sniff*

-Have you ever had your heart broken?
no. break my heart and DIE. WRAaaaargh.....

-Have you ever broken someone's heart?
not my fault. i barely touced it and it broke. i didn't do anything.... much... i swear.

-Talk to your exes?
i might if i had some to begin with. but then again if all of them were jerks like my "almost ex" then no.

-If you could, would you go back in time and change things with any of your ex's?
let's assum you're talking about him then yeah.i would go back in time and make sure that i don't meet him. ever. or maybe "accidentally" cause his death or something.

-Have you dated people who were not good for you?
yes. i still am. haha. jk. i still love him.

-Have you been in an abusive relationship?
yep. i'm abusing him.

-Have you dated someone older than you?
yep.

-Believe in love at first sight?
yes. that guy in step up. omfg so hot.

-Ever dated two people at once?
nope.... not that i can recall.

Ever been given an engagement ring?
in my dreams by my 3 husbands.

-Do you want to get married?
yep. to a rich rich nd goodlooking goodlooking man. lol i can dream whaaat. oh and i must like also. ahahaha...

-Do you have something to say to any of your exes?
yes. why aren't you my ex? am i not good enough for you?

-Do you have problems with any of your exes?
yes. why weren't they interested in me enough to be my ex?

-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
nah. damn. never succeed. haha jk

-Ever liked someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
of course. so mny hot ppl around. why aren't they all mine.

ok before that. once again about today first. went out with merv today. so that he could MUG. haha and yeah... he mugged. and i distracted him. haha

yeah so about the perv. the first time he msged me. i gave merv his MSN add. cos merv wanted to play around with him using another account. so he pretended to be this 17 year old girl and i really don't wanna know how their conversatio was like. so anyways, here's the second part of the conversation which i think happened today. read it. the ending cracked me up.
bernard says:
are u there?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i'm sorry but who are you?
bernard says:
we aer suppose to meet fo rsex?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
huh?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
wait
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i think my friend must have added you
♥ horny pumpkin says:
she was using my account the other day
bernard says:
she is 17?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
yah why do you ask?
bernard says:
she told me she is 17
♥ horny pumpkin says:
okay
♥ horny pumpkin says:
well she must've used my account to add you
bernard says:
an met for sex?
bernard says:
i pay u
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i'm sorry i don't do those
bernard says:
give it a try
bernard says:
i wear condom de
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i don't even know you
bernard says:
just have casual sex no need to know each other well
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i don't even know how you look?
bernard says:
can see?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no
♥ horny pumpkin says:
-.-
♥ horny pumpkin says:
mine is windows messenger
bernard says:
ic
bernard says:
u can upgrade it to live messenger
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no it's okay
bernard says:
do u have a photo?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
yes
bernard says:
can send to me
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no
bernard says:
pls
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no
bernard says:
what i sur height/weight?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
why do you wanna know?
bernard says:
can i buy sex from u?
bernard says:
i pay S$200 to S$300
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no i don't do those
bernard says:
try lor
bernard says:
u might like it
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no
bernard says:
it will nt hurt u
bernard says:
i will take care not to make it painful for u
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no
bernard says:

♥ horny pumpkin says:
-.-
bernard says:
just once only?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
go find someone else i told you i don't have sex with strangers
bernard says:
what abt ur frens
bernard says:
does do sex for $$$?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
why do you want sex so badly
♥ horny pumpkin says:
we don't do these kinda things
bernard says:
i lke to make love once in a while
♥ horny pumpkin says:
okay
bernard says:
can i have th eopportunity to do that with u?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no i already said i don't have sex with strangers
bernard says:
?
bernard says:
dun be so strict with urself lor
bernard says:
we be discreet
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no it's still weird
bernard says:
we meet up first?
bernard says:
dun do sex first?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no i don't even have the intention of going out with you
bernard says:
why u so noti?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
what noti
bernard says:
u go find out lor
♥ horny pumpkin says:
-.-
bernard says:
can ask ur fren to contact me?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no why would she want to do that
bernard says:
u never know
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no i don't think she'd wanna do that
bernard says:
you try asking her?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no i wouldn't wanna do that
bernard says:
u do with me?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no it'd be weird
bernard says:
every month i give u a fix allowance?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no why would you wanna do that
bernard says:
becos I need sex
♥ horny pumpkin says:
but it's weird
bernard says:
not at all
♥ horny pumpkin says:
yes it is
♥ horny pumpkin says:
you're a guy
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i don't really do stuff like these with guys
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i'm not really into guys
bernard says:
just try once lor
♥ horny pumpkin says:
but i'm not really into guys
bernard says:
but u can start getting into it now
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i'd rather do it with girls
♥ horny pumpkin says:
not guys
bernard says:
huh?
bernard says:
u are a lesbian?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
no i'm straight
bernard says:
then u say u rather do it with gals?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i've never tried it with a guy and i don't think i ever wanna do that
bernard says:
u gal or guy?
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i'm a guy
♥ horny pumpkin says:
why do you keep asking me for sex
bernard says:
hh?
bernard says:
the person who chat to me on this account is a gal
bernard says:
not a gal
♥ horny pumpkin says:
so
bernard says:
i am not gay
♥ horny pumpkin says:
i told you it was my friend
♥ horny pumpkin says:
stop asking me for sex
♥ horny pumpkin says:
go away


why is my boyfriend weird?

ok before i start explaining bout the pervert.

we have a danceworks instructor~! woot. his group won the overdrive thing. and i totally love his style. although his idea of out stamina is currently killing all of us right now. but i'm pretty sure that it's worth it.

went to celine jessandra's today. yes the place where i'll be working as a receptionist. my first job. *claps* we have so much stuff to plan and do. it's all quite exciting. and if anyone of you want holiday singing or hip hop lessons. or even music lessons. ask me! hahaha

yeah so bout the pervert. remember the IRC thing? yeah so despite me having asked them to delete my contact. some people just never get it. the guy who offered me money for indecent requests has once again, told me "i just wanna have some fun. i will pay you $$$ for it." well unless your idea of fun includes me clobbering you to death using a bat with nails sticking out from it. or maybe along the lines of me pushing you into a pit filled with hungry crocodiles and then watching them tear you apart while you scream until your pitiful death. then NO BLOODY NO.

after having told him as nicely as i could to never bother me again throughout his insignificant existance. he was still rather persistant. so being the typical
girl that i am (shuddup everyone) i went WHY THE BLOODY HELL WON'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME A LONE?!?

and being the typical perv that he is. he goes:



so what do you do with these kind of people? you block them and/or report them for sexual harassment.

why am i even so nice to make sure i've deleted his msn add? i should leave it for the world to see.

guess what happened to me yesterday?

some sadistic person gave my MSN add away on IRC. and not just on normal channels. but also on "sex" channels like WTH. i found out after like 20 random guys added me on msn and about half of them asking me whether i had webcam or did indecent requests. one even offered me money what what he defines as not sex, just something close to sex.

i did receieve some e-mail in january as well. someone calling me a bitch or something. now i'm just wondering. like who the hell did i offend? i only have one boyfriend. whom i have only been with for 2 months. so assume the e-mail and IRC person are different people?

but whatever i can't be bothered. cos with the help of the other half of the unperverted people. i have managed to get what i hope is the person's IP address. well i'm not sure what i want to do yet. presumably either check the add myself or jut report this incidence to the police and get this irritating person off my back. unless of course she/he tell me what their problem is.

other than that. :D have a nice day.

if merv was me. then this is how the new zyun would sound like:

Hello I had the awesomest two month anniversary with my baby today :D we went to HMV to browse and merv bought a CD and we walked round the store. It was pretty cold there so luckily I had his arms around me to keep me warm (=

Then we went to this bookstore and browsed through the science fiction section and we saw a glittery book in a corner. It seemed pretty interesting and I might buy it :D The bookstore was damn cold too so it's a good thing I had my awesome boyfriend there to keep me warm :D

And then we went to buy Subway sandwiches to take to the Esplanade. AND SUBWAY WAS FREAKING COLD PLEASE. Is it me or does everywhere seem really cold today? :D But the Esplanade was pretty hot cos we were outdoors and the sun was real bright.

I love my boyfriends kisses and hugs and he loves my kisses and hugs a lot too :D So we hung round the Esplanade for a while and didn't get up because it was so comfy being in his arms and I couldn't bear to stand up and leave the comfort.

But we finally did anyways and went to Marina Square. And tried in vain to look for Molecule which sells all the cool cocks so we went to Mini Toons instead to look for pretty earrings. Then I had to go meet Char and Merv had to meet his friends for his assignment stuff.

I had lots of fun today and so did he :D I love him lots I really do <333


yes my boyfriend is more feminine than i am.