had out moe performance in the morning. wasn't too bad. ir actually looked good on the video. but i had to wake up at blardy 5 am in the morning to go to school. and cos the side gate doesn't open until 615 am, i had to walk by the long way. it was blard creepy to be walking in that dark path with NO ONE. and i mean NO ONE anywhere in sight.

yeah anyways after dance i was so freaking tired. called norman to check when they were going back. turns out that they were going back much later. so i went home to change and sleep. i was so freaking tired that i almost missed my stop.

i took me eons to get the tangles out of my hair with all the gel, clay and spray securing it and everything. and since i was so tired i just cancelled going back to BTPS.

i was supposed to be meeting merv in town. and i actually woke up at 3+ to get ready n stuff. but felt kinda queasy. guess it was the food from the reception or somehting. anyways i have no idea what happened and before i know it it was 5+. i totally freaked. dragged myself out to meet merv. but since he had to go home earlier. i called wayne to ask him to go for dinner with me.

after dinner we went to shaun's place cos wayne has to pretend that he's in school and i didn't want to go home so early.

yeah so we did THAT. until like 12+ lol. shaun's mom came back and apparently she's not comfortable with having girls in the house. so when she looked into the room she seemed a lil surprised. it was funny tho when she calledup to shaun's room from downstairs to ask us to be quiet. i bet she was just checking on us.

anyways left at 12 + to go to 7/11s to get soe drinks then went home. had to walk all the way cos there was no buses and no money for a cab. wasn't so bad for me. cos wayne accompanied me back and then had to walk so much more than i did. haha.

the blood band people came to NJ today. i wanted to donate blood. but they rejected me after about 1 hour of queueing and filling forms. apparently i've stayed in germany for too long. so i can only donate bloodat the centre for some demented reason. i didn't tell my parents that i was gonna donate. it's not as if they could stop me.

the maths test is gonna be counted for our promos. i'm so dead. i'm almost positiv ethat i'll get retained. so now i have no idea what i should do. hmm i'm between the stage of paranoia and depression. i want to crawl into a hole and never come our. or migrate and not face these problems.

after school i went to town with wenhao to check out the wristbands that we have to buy. we need 54. but obviously no place can provide so many of the same pattern. furthermore at a lower price. i'm so tired and fed up now cos another week has passed and i don't feel any smarter. NJ really makes me miserable. if it weren't for my friends i'll probably has switched to AC or something. not that it'll definitely will be any better. whatever.

i'm still pissed that i can't donate blood.

Hanns von Gumppenberg


An der Murmelrieselplauderplätscherquelle
Saß ich sehnsuchtstränentröpfeltrauerbang:
Trat herzu ein Augenblinzeljunggeselle
In verweg'nem Hüfteschwingeschlendergang,
Zog mit Schäkerehrfuchtsbittegrußverbeugung
Seinen Federbaumelriesenkrämpenhut-
Gleich verspürt' ich Liebesezauberkeimeneigung,
War ihm zitterjubelschauderherzensgut!

Nahm er Platz mit Spitzbubglücketückekichern,
Schlang um mich den Eisenklammermuskelarm:
Vor dem Griff, dem grausegruselsiegesichern,
Wurde mir so zappelseligsiedewarm!
Und er rief: "Mein Zuckerschnuckelputzelkindchen,
Welch ein Schmiegeschwatzeschwelgehochgenuß!"
Gab mir auf mein Schmachteschmollerosenmündchen
Einen Schnurrbartstachelkitzelkosekuß.

Da durchfuhr mich Wonneloderflackerfeuer-
Ach, das war so überwinderwundervoll...
Küßt' ich selbst das Stachelkitzelungeheuer,
Sommersonnenrauschverwirrungsrasetoll!
Schilt nicht, Hüstelkeifewackeltrampeltante,
Wenn dein Nichten jetzt nicht knickerknirschekniet,
Denn der Plauderplätscherquellenunbekannte
Küßte wirklich wetterbombenexquisit!!

i'm so annoyed lol. cos the stupid blogger picture thing doesn't work. now i have to upload everything onto photobucket. gggrrr...
look shaun's pic
i tricked him into giving me his picture so that i can sell him on the net. he's cute. haha. and he's free for grabs. not like matt (the kimchi) he's nice too. i assume. since he's been pretty nice for as far as i know. and that's not very far. so you girls can start offering me money right now if you wanna know him. i'll take the highest bid. hahaha.

oh yeah and something else. i took this from merv's blog. i figured that i might as well do it.

1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you

char
1.you'll always be my caterpillar.
2.ambush orchard with me, armed with toy guns, AFTER you're famous.
3.Green. cos we always hang out at SGH
4. i love you as my friend. u sing beautifully an always make ai xin breakfast for me.
5.you cheat. u bluffed me and made me think that you were very quiet,shy and guai1. and none of that is true!
6. HORSE hahahaha.
7.move to holland with me and marry me?

jing xian
1.you're the cute one, not me. so stop pinching my cheeks haha.
2.hit the 50 kg mark.
3.light blue. it just seems like your colour.
4.you're so shweet. not sweet. shweet
5.i thought you were quite chatty. and nice.
6.what's the thinnest animal on the planet? haha fine i'll settle for giraffe
7.girl, stop hanging out with vermin lol and socialise more

merv
1.you're random personified.
2.dress, talk and act like a metrosexula for a day haha.
3.black.
4.i like your smile. and so does shubha.
5.x-tine's weird friend.
6.hmmm i dunno? a winged bunny? haha
7. are you sure you're not Paul Twohill? XD

national day's eve. lol we had to go back to school for celebrations. how typical. haha i'm not complaining. no classes! brought my cam just in case. and ended up making weird faces with vanessa.
haha i know we're weird. at least i am. and look at me in the new solaris shirt. no it's not ugly. i'm lying (for the sake of stanely) it's so freaking yellow! so i loitered around a little and found the indian dancers. i think that their dance was the freaking highlight of the whole celebration. made me wanna join indian dance as well lol.

then there was... the embarrassing cheering incident. i won't even post the pictures cos i looked so terrible. anyways. i wonder how i always get involved in this kinda things. how is it that for everything which crops up for school events i somehow end up doing cheers n stuff? and embarrassing myself in front of the whole school?

anyways here's a picture of stan which i secretly took. hahaha.

and here's a picture that shubha wants mervyn to see. haha

haha i'm not the one who suggetsed it.

took weird pictures with sam in the toilet as well. i don't know why so many girls like to take pictures in the toilet so i figrued i ought to give it a try as well.



after that i went home to eat n shower. i was so tired that i feel asleep by accident. haha but had to force myself to wake up to go meet mervyn. planned to go watch fireworks at the esplanade but since we had alot of time we ended up watching click quite a nice movie. was funny. a bit teary at the end too.

i loved the seats. like i love the seats at the cinema in bugis. i think it's the GV seats. but for some bloody reason every time i watching a movie in gv, the back hurts during the movie. i really should start doing my exercises lol. the esplanade was really crowded. as expected. we always seem to have fireworks. a countdown for everything. somehow makes the occasions of watching firworks less special lol. but they're pretty so nobody is complaining.

anyways merv kinda had an eye infection. so he went home after that. some people just don't know how to take care of themselves. :P anyways in case you're reading this...hope your eye is better. i met up with char for coffee after he left. haha we both realised what great friends we are lol. and she told me that she saw a certain someone on the mrt. WTH! i was kinda hoping that he migrated, disappeared or maybe that i made him up. but unfortunately he seems to be doing fine. and then it's like. i dunno anymore. i think about that and i wonder what the difference between then and now is.

it started off okay i guess. except for it being monday. i had terrible gastric stuff. an i left my pills at home. i dunno what the problem is. i do eat.

german class was really draggy. i kept zoning out and it was very obvious since there werre only 8 of us. my sadist of a GP teacher wasted the whole blood lesson preaching to us about getting married and having children. at the rate i'm going... i think i'll become a nun.

after that i went to help out in the german room cos the german exchange students had to do a german crash course. and Crystal would be so dead without me since the only chinese words in her vocab are wo and hen hao.

the taiwanese students were mostly cool. i guess. some groups of girls were nice. others were kinda... irritatingly talkative. the guys were terribly nice. maybe better than singapore guys. :P they were really great about everything and when i had to leave early they askd me to take a pic with them.

i think i'll try to get them to send me a pic tomorrow.

yeah had dance after that. i dunno it really wore me out. now i'm just. stoned. wenhao kept asking me whether i was alright on the way back. i mean thanx for your concern and everything but dude you've gotta stop asking. it's starting to irritate the hell out of me. and then the dance people refused to get on their bus cos apparently it was too dark for me to be at the bus stop on my own. i'm freakin 18. i can take care of myself. i have been taking care of myself. chill people. not that their concern is unappreciated. in fact i love the dancers. and am really grateful that i have such friends.

i dunno. maybe wenhao was right maybe i am in a bad mood. i'm kinda mad at myself. for screwing up my life and everything. for being some terrible friend which i know i am. blardy selfish too. and a terrible daughter on top of that.

hmm yeah i'm such a lazy ass. but whatever i'll get it done today. lol CATCHING UP~!!!. first of all... the asean dance. i didn't take many pictures as the pictures taken at the hotel didn't turn out right. anyways. before asean dance. i got sumyutha and shubha to come over to my place to help phoebe, Kat and me dress up. and they did a wonderful job cos we all ended up looking gorgeous. Proof:

haha look how pretty Kat is. someone please force her to dress up more~! and wayne came along too. haha he looks so awkward.

i actually have pictures of the wetsern dance people performing at the dance. but the pitures are so bad that i do not want to torture anyone. (actually i'm just lazy to upload the pictures)
what i do have is a picture of yoga, wenhao and juan acting cool. for some weird reason they seem to think than cool=being able to look up their noses.

haha the night was really cool. since i brought wayne along i danced with him most of the time. cos cos apparently he has lot his ability to mingle and flirt. but i also danced with a coupld of western dancers. stan (cos he promised me a dance), yoga (just out of the blue), juan (he seemed so shy... hard to believe) and adrian (the prom king~! haha he didn't even recognise me.) who was the only guy who initiated the dance. guys are so shy nowadays.

the germans are trrible. they think that the chinese look like...

well until tiffe an i appeared of course. cos then we were the "real chinese".
on our way back...

lol