going.
i'm leaving for germany in 1 hour. somehow i'm not too keen about it. cos there's nothin i know over there. i'm afriad i brought too little clothes. i'm afraid i'll get stuck. i'm afraid something will happen. i'm afriad things will change once i get back.
i've never felt so lousy going back to europe. i guess it won't be too bad. i'm just... worried. i don't know. i wanna crawl into a hole and hide.
i guess i'll update from germany next. if i'm able to. cos china didn't allow me to get on blogspot for some weird reason.