JC life is overwhelming i feel tired. although i do enjoy life. but the fact that i have to have a diff class for almost all of my subjects sucks. it means that i'm moving around on my own most of the time. although i do share some same period with shubha but still. i miss my brudders in RV. i know u guys always ask me to go out but dance night is coming up and everything is so rush. after that i'll have my exchange programme and then my common tests followed by promos. it's like a train which doesn't stop.

for some reason i'm really in the sad moo right now. probably cos i'm tired. but well i feel kinda out of place without char and jx to be with me for most of my time. now i hardly get to see char and i pracically don't even talk to jx at all. i don't want to go back to RV tho.

hmm i don't know. i just don't really like walking around on my own everyday. don't like it. learnt to be more independant and stop waiting for char to tell me everything. don't get me wrong. NJ is great and everything. but i look around and it's like everyone has someone to go for every class with and i'm like... extra. now i feel kinda extra too. just extra.

i get along with people fine. dance and class and everything... but still... extra.