being the ditz that i am. i forgot to bring my camera for aristal. WTBH~!!! but here's a pic from stan's hp. haha my make up looks hideous.... but it had to be. or it won't be visible...



anyway, curses aside. it was a blast. v fun, everyone enjoyed themselves. and according to feedback from friends, the show as nice too. and fo course thanx to michelle, shuheng, cindy & joanne for the flowers.and the netballers sistas and everyone else for coming. :D

i never knew that i could actually be seen. but apparently everyone i kenw actually saw me. lol. i feel so touched that they actually went to search for which one i was.

haix... 3 months of hard work over in 3 mins. lol. i'm so sad that alex, mccarl ,juan and harry are now officially not with us anymore. we lost our BREAKER~! I lost my buddy~!!! we lost our cutest guy in dance a.k.a my partner~!!! and we lost our monkey~!!! so saddening.

oh yeah did i mention the ballet guys who were in tights? haha swear i'll find a pic from someone and post it some time. haha when i was in the guys' changing room. (don't think too much) u have no idea what the heck they were talking about. lol BJC, supporters and loads of crap. the funniest bit was when later huiting went i'm so sad i don't have supporters (or something similar) it totally cracked me up. and the whole chilli pork chop thing. hahahaha. duuudes we have the best people in NJWD. and with that i mean inclusive of harry, mccarl, juan and alex of course.

oh and i just dug this out...

hahahaha... char is so weird.

so nice of them to invite me. most of the 4L guys had an outing today and they took the liberty to ask me along since i'm a guy.

anyways before that we had dance at the esplanade once again. followed by a gelare treat thanx to chitang (dunno how to spell). the lunch with the indos dance people and adi cos he came to join us. (did i mention that adi is from BBPS/BTPS as well?) haha. vaguly rem him when i was P5. anyways. after lunch juan ,ryan and i went to church. yes miraculous i know. since i've not been there for ages. but my mom said that i should go. you know it being good friday and everything. and i decided that it's time for me to go as well. maybe finally turning into the faithful catholic that my grandma wants me to be.

Ryan said that it didn't matter how often you go to church as long as deep inside you're devoted. sounds so whoa right? but wait... i haven't fin ... he continued to say that despite the fact that he goes to church v often, he commits the 7 deadly sins and breaks the 10 commandments everyweek. hahaha. no wonder his nick is w_olf. i think colour w_olf is more like it.

there i realised that it's the church where all the indo scholars in NJ go to. so i was like feeling as if i travelled to indo.didn't know a blardy word they were conversing in after the mass. haha yeah maybe i should take up indo as fourth language lol. oh and juan was ilke dancing in church. not the obvious dancing ... but you could see his hands swishing about and him imagining himself doing some stuff... lol.

after that i met up with da 4L guys for dinner. they siao lah.. wanted to eat ex food. but i had no money. in the end ended up eating at yoshi and then go L^3's house to play bball. haha. chen wei, chaolin ruijie and who else ah? forgot...still in town watching the art of seduction. is that the title? haha... aiyah whatever lah. i'm damn tired man. but today was blardy fun i'm also damn broke.

JC life is overwhelming i feel tired. although i do enjoy life. but the fact that i have to have a diff class for almost all of my subjects sucks. it means that i'm moving around on my own most of the time. although i do share some same period with shubha but still. i miss my brudders in RV. i know u guys always ask me to go out but dance night is coming up and everything is so rush. after that i'll have my exchange programme and then my common tests followed by promos. it's like a train which doesn't stop.

for some reason i'm really in the sad moo right now. probably cos i'm tired. but well i feel kinda out of place without char and jx to be with me for most of my time. now i hardly get to see char and i pracically don't even talk to jx at all. i don't want to go back to RV tho.

hmm i don't know. i just don't really like walking around on my own everyday. don't like it. learnt to be more independant and stop waiting for char to tell me everything. don't get me wrong. NJ is great and everything. but i look around and it's like everyone has someone to go for every class with and i'm like... extra. now i feel kinda extra too. just extra.

i get along with people fine. dance and class and everything... but still... extra.

Talentime is over i can finally put it off my mind. one less thing to worry about. we'll we got second. which was quite expected since there are only 3 groups and dismas's group was bound to win. oh well. joint for the experiene anyways. i'm quite happy that we (steph celeste and i) managed to fin the dance on time. lol with like 2 meetings until the auditions and about 3 more until the actual performance... not bad already right? (please give us some credit) lol

thanx to all those nice people who came. :D:D:D thanx to all the lovelies at the backstage. thanx to the people in charge of it. and THANK YOU MY LOVELY FRIENDS. you know who you are. haha (yeah i'm just too lazy to name everyone)

and just for the record.secret was like slacking away outside/inside the LT. lol singing weird songs. doing weird accents and trying to act sexy with towels. yes we are a very weird bunch of people.