<script language="JavaScript" type="text/JavaScript"> <!-- function MM_reloadPage(init) { //reloads the window if Nav4 resized if (init==true) with (navigator) {if ((appName=="Netscape")&&(parseInt(appVersion)==4)) { document.MM_pgW=innerWidth; document.MM_pgH=innerHeight; onresize=MM_reloadPage; }} else if (innerWidth!=document.MM_pgW || innerHeight!=document.MM_pgH) location.reload(); } MM_reloadPage(true); //--> </script> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/10599810?origin\x3dhttp://flyzyun.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
identity crisis
Thursday, March 10, 2005

it's like school is a refuge. despite the fact that i hate it. i laugh a lot in school. run around with my friends like insane girls. but when i'm at home. then the sdaness that is accumulated suddenly hits me like this wet blanket. when i come home i isolate myself in the study most of the time. on the comp. and do something else. anything just not go into the living room where everyone/everything is. or i sleep. anything but stay in the living room.

the rest of the time i'm not at home. it may be due to netball.third lang. dance class. CIP. whatever. being busy prevents me from thinking too much. every other entry seems like i'm complainging about someting or being a sadistic person. when i'm not in reality.or am i? am i really that high i that the personality test said i am?


4:35 AM